Young 20 something, design student, idk, w/e.
It physically hurts to get out of bed or be awake right now.
I have a headache and my chest hurts.
Sleep I miss you so much.
I needed to go to sleep about 4 hours ago.
But then I started to look at jobs.
When I say a word weird:
Is it a speech impairment or a weird accent thing?
One thing that gets pointed out now and again is I say “were” instead of “we’ll”
What is that? What is making my Ls turn into Rs?
Also Rewritten is the hardest word in the world to say, and any subsequent W’s after that in a sentence.
What is that?
Disk 2 of mystery high school emo boyfriend cd-rs:
The Last Sunrise — Aiden
Luno — Bloc Party
Recovering — Boys Night Out
Lullaby — The Cure
Art is Hard — Cursive
Funeral Grade Flowers — Evergreen Terrace
Inapprope — From Autumn To Ashes
some mystery song by what sounds like a local band? maybe that band my cousin’s high school crush was in?
Ashes Ashes — Hidden in Plain View
Eulogies and Epitaphs — I Am Ghost
Nemo — Nightwish
Not Like The Other Girls — The Rasmus
Out of Control — Rufio
Music is the Victim — Scissor Sisters
Fist Wrapped in Blood — Silverstein
Pro-Test — Skinny Puppy
Cold — Static - X
Understanding in a Car Crash — Thursday
The Taste of Ink — The Used
How good. Alphabetical ordered by band. Now I just want to charge my old ipod and see what treats are on there.
OH MY GOD I skipped to disk two.
(the first disk was just all of three cheers in a different order?)
AND AIDEN WAS THE FIRST BAND ON IT. Blast from the past, this is a good one.
cleaning off some shelves by my stereo and got rid of a stack of records that I will never listen to (but surprisingly not as many as I thought I would get rid of).
Then I found an old cd case that belonged to my ex with two mixed cds I made him years ago. So I put them in the cd player to see what’s up.
So far there’s just been four mychem songs from three cheers, not in order of the CD though.
Sometimes people say that I should just be an anime character.
And every time I have to act embarrassed, but let’s be honest I’m not.
My life goals are to be as unbearingly adorable as a Studio Ghibli character. Every time you call me an anime character I get a little closer to that goal.